fuck you a whole lot. fuck you for turning around. fuck you for making me look small & foolish in front of a crowd. fuck you for the beer on your breath. fuck you for letting me walk away angry. fuck you for being nice in the afternoon, for giving me false hope that you could be decent twice in one day ( Read more... )

ohhey.
no school till january 7th, & i'm okay with that. yay break.
i miss my apartment & home is kind of boring though.
i'm excited for christmas.
i give up on boys. 
i don't sleep in normal patterns anymore.
i need to call my best friend.
it's going to snow tonight :)
xoxo.

Ugh. Finals week is making me crazy. If I don't pass chem, I don't know what I'll do. I've already been reduced to tears & the exam isn't until Thursday. Ohhh this is going to be interesting.

I don't get to go home until the day before Thanksgiving. I miss my parents SO MUCH. My mother has gotten me through this day. That woman is BEYOND amazing.

I'm ( Read more... )

midterms can straight up SUCK ITTTT. school is so overwhelming, but i seem to be doing pretty well this quarter. the worst grade i've gotten so far is a 70 on my first chem exam. the class average was a 63 though, so at least i passed ( Read more... )

I'm settled into my sweet apartment. I absolutely love it & I absolutely love being back in the town where I belong ( Read more... )

the person i talked about in the last post....that went down the drain really quickly. oh well. fuck it ( Read more... )

hi.
i like somebody.
<3
we kissed a LOT tonight.
now i'm sad we aren't together @ this moment.

ummm
kissing is good for the soul.
hi jordie!

27 days till school.

<3 youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu./

So lately I've been doing things that make me feel incredibly grown-up. i.e. signing a lease, buying dishes & other practical goods for the apartment...things of that nature ( Read more... )

2 (well really 1 now) day(s) until HP ( Read more... )

i need to get skinny.
my mother knows about my tattoos.
i miss spark :(
fuck hormones.
insomnia is back.
no job.
i need to be in athens.
i miss my friends there.
fuck ashley for talking shit.
i'm cold.

please excuse my teen-angsty venting. idk ew.