I will be SO ready for May to get here... I am so ready to leave. I want to get away from Opp. I hate this place. I hate the people here. I want to get out.
Today I decided to just let it all go. Chris can keep trying to start crap with me. He can keep talking shit about me. He can keep on forever and I'm not gonna care anymore. I'm gonna look right through him, and I'm not going to get mad anymore.
I'm sitting here listening to songs that I listened too last summer... and they're bringing up so many memories... I miss all the fun times I had with Justin.
I wish everything would just get better by some miracle. I wish I didn't have to know I wish I didn't have to see her... I wish he wasn't lke that I wish I wasn't in the middle I wish everything would be wonderful again
I got my senior portraits yesterday... they're good i guess... better than i expected