Hey

i cannot sleep. i dont know why because i feel exhausted.

all i know is that i have the most amazing girlfriend ever. and i am the luckiest guy in the world to have her.

"but i will always be dreaming of you"

i love you.
i really do.

there was no one to hold hands with. no one to laugh at my pathetic jokes and say "eric i just dont know about you!" no one to shoot me down when there is a good show on. no one to lay on my shoulder. no one to fall asleep on me. I JUST WANT TO SEE ERIKA!!!! that is the only thing.

i love you.
i really do.

the truth is im not worth the sorrow.

i wish i could be so much better for you. i just love you so much and everytime i hurt you it feels like someone is shoving a knife in my back and twisting it. i just want to be with you, holding you, laying with you. im so sorry.

i love you.
i really do.

im back at school. i had the best christmas break ever, minus the 11 days where erika was in florida. but nothing can be done about that. i have so many great memories of that break to come back here with of my time with her. i love her so much. i wish i could be with her so badly. i called her and talked to her and she was having a lot of fun ( Read more... )

she left this morning for 11 days. it felt so weird with her not being here. today was my first day of not seeing her when i have been in grand blanc for a very long time. it was a helpless feeling this morning when i woke up because i just wanted to see her so bad and there was nothing i could do to bring her back to me. i hope she has fun on ( Read more... )

wow, i really do love this girl.

The most amazing 15 months ever. i cant believe how lucky i am. i love her so much. 1 more day and i come home. i cant wait to see her.

Finals start tomorrow. i have one at 530 and that is all for monday, but tuesday is the day i am worried about with my art history and caluclus exams. i have so much to do to get ready. i cant wait until this week is over. i have to go the library for the whole day since i cant study in my room because my roommate watches football all day. I hope ( Read more... )

these eyes they're strongly covered in disguise ( Read more... )