where do i go from here?

yea i try and try and continue to fail. i give up.

i hate myself even more now.

if i could curse those i hate, id be a lil bit happier.

i cant stop taking things.

i ain't no white pony, infact i'm hardly anything.

i wonder why certain people treat me as if i don't have a heart, soul, or feelings.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Niqskee: how bout
Niqskee: text butter knife massacure
Niqskee: mexas*
Niqskee: TEXAS* JESUS
Niqskee: FUCK THIS JOKE
x 7 sieben 7 x: hahaha
Niqskee: i was going nowhere with it
Niqskee: I hate life!

ah always the same routine everytime.