this things still around?

been a while, what the fucks up?

Shattered Realm tomorrow. whos down?

page 67 on the arrest for the 29ths. the dude cannot even hold his own head up. so fucking good. moron.

that shit slays me.

This shit is what i live for.

Everything that just fucking isn't going right, FIXXXed with one fucking album.

I knew it would catch up sometime. Better me then her i guess. 112.50 isn't too big of a ticket. ive had worse. its just chump-change. why the fuck am i at home?

so fucking gay!

I need another good show. i want to go on the road. i want to feel the shivers and shutters down my spine. i want the fucking mic.

Fuck. I'm driving home tonight and 10 houses down from me a murder/suicide happenend. I guess he offed his wife, and killed himself. Why does the world spin in destructive ways? This whole thing bums me out. I didn't even know the family. I'm just so numb right now.

I really need Jason to move back home. I miss this fucking kid. I know i can talk to this kid too. So few numbers of people i can trust. You've got to earn that. Like shit, all of this shit. God dammit. He would understand im fucking sure. If i even open my mouth, i feel it will all come crashing down. I should just not even worry about it.