has a lot of ups and downs
i havent changed my livejournal in forever
i really am falling to pieces
my background and life is comeing around all over again
i feel it inside of me
or lack of feel
i dont like who i am
i cant even find myself
im gone...i have been but i stay silent
my lips have been closed
my eyes are open but i cant see
is this the
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