Think of that person that you fell in love with. Not the person that you grew to love, or that you developed love for, but the person you FELL in love with. When love was out of your grasp, uncontrollable , irrational, confusing.....raw. Developing love is miraculous as well but there’s something about falling into it that makes you; breath deeper ( Read more... )

When I had the chance to have you, I never took it.

Now you are with another. I have lost my chance.

I'll get you back someday. I'm a patient person. I promise you this.

*Remember we used to dance and everyone wanted to be you and me...I want to be too. What day is this, besides the day you left me. *

So....

I have been up all night. I have not slept in 24 hours.

It is definitely a strange feeling I do say...when you feel like you are going to faint at any given moment, its not a good sign. I'm just runnin on coffee's and a bagel folks.

I can't wait for 12 o clock to come so I can SLEEP.

How many freudians does it take to screw in a light bulb?

two. One to screw in the bulb and the other to hold the penis.
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Ladder! I meant ladder.

ahahahaha that joke is too funny at after 5 in the morning.

I have to be up in ohhh....under 2 hours to go to class? I have not yet slept. Tis a good feeling. My essay sucks, and its worth 35%. I am ( Read more... )

Hohum...Nothing is new. Everything is crap yayyy!

Just been so busy with school lately, I cannot wait to come home for christmas and...work? Oh go no break!

I do believe I am going to go to Bright Eyes with my sister. That will be fun, yay conor oberst!

Note to self: Don't get involved with Hockey players. They are all the same, and most are not ( Read more... )

I'm just going to sit here.

Listen to my music.

And pray to god that this feeling will pass.

Woah,  I haven't updated in years.

My life as is can be summed up in three words: Too much drama.

I dont really care about much anymore...if I did I might be crazier then I already am.

Andddd..I'm done for now.

*Through the wind and the rain, she stands hard as a stone in a world that she cant rise above. But her dreams give her wings and she ( Read more... )

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This sucks ass. I miss him so much it hurts.Seeing you talk to another girl, and knowing you're intentions behind it proved to me how not over you I really am.

I'm so sick and tired of feeling this way. So sick and tired of feeling alone. So sick and tired of feeling unloved and unwanted. I just want something real. Something true. Something ( Read more... )

So Life Sucks. This has been the longest shitty streak ever. I just want to cheer up, be happy. Be content with who I am and what I am doing. I just feel so god damn restless. Everyone else seems to have what they need, why can't I? Unfortunately no one seems to know the answer to that question. And that makes it even more upsetting.

Its been a ( Read more... )