No I didn't write this.
Think of that person that you fell in love with. Not the person that you grew to love, or that you developed love for, but the person you FELL in love with. When love was out of your grasp, uncontrollable , irrational, confusing.....raw. Developing love is miraculous as well but there’s something about falling into it that makes you; breath deeper, gaze longer, smile wider, and feel more alive then you've ever felt before. I hate myself for thinking of this person , because it makes me sad knowing that I don't have someone to share smirks with, inside jokes, glances, ...that I don't have someone to mouth the words " I love you " to from across the table. Everyone needs some one to be there for them at the end of a long day, some one to talk to, to hold, to kiss, to watch, to gaze, to smile at, to build card houses with, to sleep beside, not to have sex but to just hold each other and fall asleep in each others arm, someone to cry to, ......someone to give your heart to. When you’re experiencing that sort of love, that raw intensity you feel harder, you care more. When you fight, you fight because you care, because this person is everything to you, you’ve found them and you fight ..you fight to keep them, you fight to share more experiences with them. And while your fighting …………you stop……………and in your mind you say “ God , your so beautiful “……..and you forget the words said, the emotions of the fight, the anger, the frustration.
So go out and fall into love, don’t wait. Trip over the garbage bin and land into in, heart first. Turn the corner and slam your face into it…………..when you do, you’ll feel alive, and you’ll wonder why you waited for fait to take you to him/her and why you just stood there dumbfounded and why you didn’t throw your arms around him/her , why you didn’t hold them , kiss them, …….you’ll wonder why you let all those opportunities pass……….
But I will live by it.
If only more people would