Sometimes nothing ever changes. I dont know whats going on or what i did but if this is the way its gunna be then so be it. Ive been alone since I could remember why should now be any different? Everyone needs to relax.

well, im never getting drunk again. I think i would have had a better time if i didnt. Its over now and i survived with the help of my friends and now that is behind me and i dont see it worth doing again. Im 21 now and its time to get my shit togather.

I wish someone would save me.

Today I decided to buy the new Horse the band cd
In doing so I parked my van in the middle of mainstreet so I could buy the cd at newbury comics.
In five min I had backed up traffic for three miles.
Fuck western mass.

It has been three years now. All hope for redemption is lost. I feel that im cursed for the sin that I have caused. I had a dream lastnight that I didnt give up on you. We had small house on south street. It looked like my old home. The oversized pare tree in the back would only drop over ripe pares. There were so many that once a year we had to ( Read more... )

Horse the band - Cutsman
This song stopped me from killing myself tonight.

The class is about to end and everyone is packing up their books and notebooks. This is a form of body language that is sent to the teacher. He picks up the signal and ends the class with the promise of starting next class with where he left off. Everyone grabs their backpacks of assorted colors (mostly black) and walks out of the room. I blindly ( Read more... )

Remember the time when I asked Santa how to get laid?

I'm finally home, and for the first time in a year I feel that I'm finally ready to heal.

A lot of fake people around these days. Makes me want to cut out their eyes with my razor blade...