I've fucked everything up.
My entire life is tumbling down.
I hate talking about this.
I hate feeling this.
I hate seeing and dealing and touching this.
I DON'T LIKE THIS.
Don't you understand that? Any of you?
I'm sorry, but I'm not doing this to have some pity party.
Even yelling about this is making me seem pathetic.
I just can't do this by myself right
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