i feel shitty.

i think i might be a bad person. hiding in the body of a nice person.

i need a therapist.

i am crazy.

i'm alive and well. well, alive at least.

i've moved in, settled down, started classes, found a job... life is good.

i miss everyone at home. hope to see you soon.

43 hours until summer is over.

get better soon, alyssa. i looooooove you.

i'm falling.

since i've been home i've ( Read more... )

"Hello twelve ( Read more... )

45 hours until i am forced to leave clark. my home is being pulled out from under me and i'm not up for reverting to the life i had last august. nine months of facebook wall posts and birthday text messages culminates in pretending nothing has changed and we never left. the problem is that there is so much to update everyone on that there are no ( Read more... )

so i've had this massive pain in my ear for about 4 days now. and i can't move my neck at all, which is a good indicator of meningitis... so basically i could die at any moment ( Read more... )

so pretty much i decided today that i'm not coming home this summer. i love you all... but i can't take it there anymore. i'm running away with joel.\

wicked = fabulous.
this week = stressful beyond words. and yet, fulfilling.
my life = out of control.