I'm picky. But i think i've found someone actually like-worthy. This could be dangerous and too soon. I hate feeling vulnerable ( Read more... )

so last night i got pretty toasted with my roommates....and the guys across the hall (who are now my smoking buddies.) Then we conversed with some people around campus. I'm having fun but I definately do feel like a lost soul, divine. I don't exactly feel at home here, but I don't think my home is back in san diego on Regner Rd. Nonetheless, my ( Read more... )

Well i'm here in sf. my apartment/suite is so very nice. Alot more space than I anticipated. It really feels more like an apartment than a dorm-space. My actual rommmate seems nice, except we seem like complete opposites. I've gotten to know the girls in my other bedroom more than my roommate. One is nice very seems very pampered and girly while ( Read more... )

Yesterday After we decided we weren't going to make it up to LA in time to see Uffie, we turned back around and decided to go to Courtney's Uncle's beach bungalow in La JOlla. What a good decision. All drunk five of us jumped into the ocean at Wind & Sea beach during sunset. It was such a liberating and amazing feeling. The water was perfect ( Read more... )

I really don't think i should have to herd and chase people to get together for one god damn hour to having a going away dinner for myself before I leave for college.
You can't say you feel excluded when you've made just as much effort (if not less) to hang out with me as I have.

As much as i love my rock n' roll, trance really has a special place in my heart. I've never felt so humbled and at peace with the world when I listen to trance. I never really understood this kind of music too well until I got into the rave scene. This music truely fills me with such peace, love, unity & respect....or maybe I am just a Lost Soul, ( Read more... )

After that wierd, dog poop-smelling party tonight, Toffer, Courtney, Weaver and I went to Ocean Beach and drank even more under the stars. It was pretty peaceful. Now I have the drunchies

I jsut bought a small sack from Jason today and it is stinking up my entire room!

I can vouch for guys when they say girls act so nonsensical towards men ( Read more... )

I watched this film called Brick tonight and might I say that it was pretty atrocious. I've never had to turn off a movie in the middle of it just because it's so horrible. Usually I can at least tolerate a bad movie until the end, just to see what happens. This movie was so bad I didn't even care to see how the plot unfolded....and this is ( Read more... )