I feel cold and empty now. Like I awoke from a dream, wishing only to get back to sleep to keep the dream alive ( Read more... )

Update time for those of you who might read my journal. I read all my friend's journals, but just haven't updated since November ( Read more... )

Remember, remember the fifth of November...

I started school a few weeks ago. Its been pretty hardcore since. I'm tired a lot of the time. I don't feel like it's just "I'm back in school" anymore. I think that I should have adjusted by now. I had a weak spell one day this week while working on cutting steel on the chop saw. My hand cramped due to what felt like a pinched nerve as I cut the ( Read more... )

The Mad Hatter, waits for Alice
to come to tea again
He waits forever, for his old lover
and always wonderin'

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE ( Read more... )

The sun never shines on closed doors
I open to find only hurricanes blow
take me away
to the green fields of may

A lot of the time, when I talk to people. It feels like I have nothing to say to them, or that our conversations feel forced. Or that I (over)state the obvious...

A friend of mine was killed in a car accident on Friday.

I'm dying to explain my heart to you now
there's so much on my mind it's tearing me apart