I am in the worst mood ever. I've been feeling depressed for the past two day, including today would be three. I wish I were in a car accident which would put me in the hospital, just to watch to see if I was okay. To me, if that happened I believe that everyone would forget everything and just see if I were okay, well maybe two people, that's ( Read more... )

Hey kids, havent updated in a while. I wonder if people still read this.. ah well.

So I asked blank if he loved me. Bad idea. Cause I've realized awhile ago that I loved blank, but was too afraid to tell blank. Still am as a matter of fact. So blank doesnt know any of that. I feel kinda of stupid now that I asked blank that blankin' ( Read more... )

hiya peeps. Ha, what's up? Nothing here. I'm bored and I have nothing to do. I'm waiting for 7.30 - 8*ish to roll around, then I'm outta here and off to Hometown tmoro morn. Yesterday well Monday, Tommy Sol had his going away party :( aww that kid is leaving, and we shall never see him again until around Christmas if he has the money to come ( Read more... )

Well I'm grounded. I got arrested on Tuesday night for 'criminal trespassing' umm. Everyday I get grumpier, and grumpier, and more aggitated. Maybe I just need a cig. Or maybe I just need to get out. Well scratch that last idea, there's no way I'm getting out. Last time I was out was Friday night, and that was dress rehersal night. But I ( Read more... )

Heyyyyy, so it's summer time. yup. it's not really that different from the school year - it's just we don't have to go to school. I went to Wilkes barre yesterday with brit. Well Sunday night we came back Monday night. I discovered my car is rear tire drive, but I figured that out. I don't know what to write about. Mikey Jay had a grad party ( Read more... )

.. ugh. I liked this kid first but I fucked up and told this other kid I liked him. You know what? I'm fucking acting like I'm in 5th grade with the thousand crushes. I don't know what to do with myself. I need to like isolate myself or hang out with different friends for a bit, I dont know. But me and the kid I liked first yea, we hooked up ( Read more... )

Heyyyyy, I havent written in here in a while. Well I'll update. I'm now suspended for three days. It's Friday Tomorrow is Saturday and Vo - Tech's Prom, then Sunday is Anti - Prom, and then Monday - Wednesday I can't go to school. Haha. 5 Day weekend.. or so. I'm excited for Prom, I get to dress up and look pretty :) I love doing that. I'm ( Read more... )

I think i'm going to have to kill him.

randomly i feel like saying that i'm sexually frustrated. randomly.

I fucking HATE pop ups! I can't type like a full sentence on a site with out having litterally 7 pop ups pop up! HOLY HELL!

Well I thought I might actually, make and actual update since I havent rambled in here for a long bit. Everythings going good, trying to find a new guy to occupie my mind, but there's no guys in Bloom.. and I'm taking my ( Read more... )