During the lowest points of our lives, we think of how things would be different if we tried. But right now I just need to see my friends. Honestly, Im fucking dead without them. And again my heart has dropped to my feet ( My hearts dropped to my feet, its dropped to my feet) when I realized that Im not what people think I should be (Im not what ( Read more... )

NOTE TO SELF-
Quit holding on to what she was.

Outlive.

nothing in this world is better than riding my bike, i love it.

but i have to say, it gives me lots of time to think, and im thinking about her alot again.

lil inside joke- "Hhhmmmm well.... bluejay balls"

:(

+'s
+NINJA ZX6-R
+making my mom happy
+ being able to buy what i'v always wanted
+being able to live without support from others
+being able to go 0-60 in like 3.9 seconds(102 bwhp)
-'s
-missing her more than i ever though i would
-her being so happy without me
-caring more than i want to
-being alone on these nights
-just not having anyone there

dont get me ( Read more... )

finally got a crotch rocket today. and its not the pussy ass katana i was loookin at, its a real crotch rocket.

i'll be dead soon

and when they attack me, when the world lashes at me.
ill laugh right back.

you said you'd "die for me" the only words you ever really meant
cuz now your dead...... dead to me.

Black My Heart.
24 hours.

maybe. i just shouldn't be aloud to feel emotion for another human.

fuck.

my innocence is fading
this life is so degrading
i guess im not worth saving
fuck all of you
the evil is multiplying
the angels are crying
inside im dying
what the fucks wrong with me