i talked to my ex-best friend today...the one that i couldnt stand after awhile. it was soo strange..it pretty much felt like we picked up right where we left off..we had our space togrow and have new friends. and i just dont know..i didnt like her then because she lied alot and talked behind my back and always wanted to be in the center of ( Read more... )

so the heartless bastard broke my heart...what did i expect? that things between me and every guy that i come across was going to change? i dont think so..i think i'm over it.. cause i havent talked to him..i dont get why i treated like this at all.. i'm very nice to people and everything..so why do i get treated like shit?? am i too nice because i ( Read more... )

i'm such a failure.....

yeah..i do...i cant do anything right..everything's wrong!! freakin a! shoot me now...other than that...saturday nite didnt happen..i didnt get a hold of him..i dont know..maybe he didnt want to see me..and instead of rejecting me he just decided not to show up??? i dont know..i havent talked to him since late friday ( Read more... )

BFF for life.... :)

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yeah..last night..i really wanted tooo..as bad i wanted too...i couldnt give into temptation..i want to prove that i can go a month without cutting..its been 24 days.. and that i'm not a weak person and gives into temptation..i want to be strong and wise..right now..i'm really trying to better and what not..i'm trying harder in school...(or at ( Read more... )

soo besides..all the stupid shit that happened to me yesterday.. i've been pretty happy. or at least it seems like it..i'm having a slumber party with my loves...((tara elizabeth hurley and thomas christopher))..this shall be fun and interesting...they are both coming to my house and we are going to watch finding nemo and have popcorn and pillow ( Read more... )

i hate her soo much right now...ahh..i just want to shhoot myself..

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"We are so young...our lives have just begun..but already we're considering... escape from this world...and we've waited for so long for this moment to come..we're anxious to be together, together in death...Won't you die tonight for love? Baby join me in death. Won't you die...Baby join me in death..Won't you die tonight for love?Baby join me in ( Read more... )

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