so ummm ive been ok, a lot of ups and downs. i kind of feel like even though i get invited places people just dont want to be around me. which kind of sucks and i had the worst dream last night. i told my mom about it and she said we may need to get my dreams analyzed. but on a happy note i talked to riley and kyle yesterday and that made me ( Read more... )

so im in english class and ive finished my assignment o now im bored and yeah im writing in here. ive been good im really glad we have a cast for the musical. I cant wait until night rehearsals!! Ummm ive been good im really bored. and thats about it.

so life hasnt been too bad, ive been tired and i guess i feel a little wierd. I mean i love my friends but there are some days where i just feel like im not friends with anyone, i think it is because i never see anyone anymore. no one is in my lunch or my classes so i nevver see them. but i hope that changes with the musical.

the perfectly shitty end to a perfectly shitty day. yay for me

so my doctors appointment is on february 16th and im nervous, i really dont want to be sick it would suck gosh i hope its not what they think it is.

so my plans for the weekend are now changed and it kind of sucks. i dont want to feel like i was ditched but i kind of was and again it sucks and i feel bad cuz i feel like sometimes i hang out with ashley cuz she is always there to hang out. and now that is the change in my plans. gosh life is just crappy lately. i need a break.

have you ever had the feeling of being sad and not known why? thats how i feel right now, i feel like crying and i have no clue why. nothing bad has happened persay so i dont get why i feel like bawling. life is so confusing.

so im ready for break and x-mas to be over, i never thought i would say that, but i really am just done i want to go back to school and get it over with and then be done with highschool and everything. i need a break

so all in all i had a good x-mas, some bad moments but i got good stuff, almost died in a car cuz of marshall, then john and i put slat in his coffee which was funny. and then i found 24 bucks so all in all it was a nice day.

so i would just like to say im going to college

YAY for VIRGINIA TECH