today i voted. it was really exciting, i think the fact that i was wondering around nervously and making too many hand gestures gave away the fact that it was my first time. it was just great though.
i don't like sleazy men that try to give me a 'tip' at blockbusters by leaving their change on the counter, winking at me and pointing at it. it's ( Read more... )

[+] checking the time every 5 minutes on the train to see if it was 19:50.
[+] wanting each day to last forever.
[+] holding hands all the time.
[+] matresses on the floor.
[+] the film 'paris, texas'.
[+] being asked, "are you a big fan of shelves as a storing device?" at 5am.
[+] closing my eyes and knowing that when i opened them, he would be there.
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last night i went to see gomez, except that we got so bored during the supports we left before they even came on. the guy at the door practically had a fucking baby when we told him we were leaving, he kept telling us to at least wait an hour, i don't understand why he actually cared. then we walked around london for a while, some dude wearing a ( Read more... )

i haven't written anything for a while. things in general are all over the place at the moment. there are a lot of people that i haven't seen for a long time and really need to meet up with. things at home have definitely been a lot better. i am working way too much, i need the money but i'm still getting fed up of spending every day there. i am ( Read more... )

less than 24 hours....

i feel like i'm 13 and the boy that doesn't know i exist is walking down the corridor in front of me.

tomorrow is my last exam, this is rather pleasing news. i can't wait. somehow i always leave the exam with a lot of ink all over my face. i really don't understand why. how am i the messiest person ever?
i don't like it when train drivers make an announcement that doesn't actually tell you anything that you don't already know. "the train has stopped ( Read more... )

this week has been the worst.
i hate exams.
my hand fucking hurts from writing too much.
i am quite certain that there is more pen on myself and my belongings than on any answer booklet so far.
i hate my job, if i wanted to work then i wouldn't have taken time off. stop phoning me every day. fucking retards.
tamasine - "isn't it wierd how our lives ( Read more... )

i keep falling asleep everywhere.

i ate too many jelly tots and now i feel sick.

i have nothing of importance to say right now.

damn oestrogen. i hate my stupid girl body.

i hate that look in your eye when you're scared that i'm going to fail, like it breaks your fucking heart that i'm not perfect.