i dont know. i think i'm over L.J. i havnt updated in like forever, and i dont get it anymore. i think i need to grow up. quit bothering with "things" that arent getting me anywhere.  i need to move out. i decided she's stupid. but i'm stuck. no one will come with me. i dont know.  it's all in slow motion.  everything is "waiting" and "hoping" and ( Read more... )

damn. i'm tired. it's starting to be one of those endless fatigue feelings. two jobs is starting to kick my ass.

fuck myspace parties.

lately, things have been amazing. minus the lack of sleep and constant busy-ness of life, things are starting to take a turn for the better: no problems at work, AWESOME relationship with boyfriend, lots of RAD shows, and just being content with life. it's nice not worrying and feeling bummmed out. it's a well-deserved change ( Read more... )

i went to see Kelly and Jamie @ paul mitchell school today. i got an AWESOME new haircut. i love it. on the way home i bought myself a 19$ pasta lunch from jays and ate it all when i got home. it was amazing.

off to work @ frontline. goodnight.

I love you, jerad. <3

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click it. NOW.  rad rad rad pictures of Team J's birfday.

if only you weren't so lovely. this wouldn't be so tough. i'm not supposed to spend my days thinking of you.

ya. so this weekend has been really great. boyfriend pretty much lives here now. it's nice, but also really strange. like when he says "ok, i'm coming home" WHOA. um. home. MmMmMm. i think i like it. and lately we've had this thing about spending more time apart, and now it's completely the opposite. we've spent everyday of the past week ( Read more... )

ya. so. i guess there's not too much to report.

i took boyfriend to get his sleeve worked on @ my shop.  i payed.  it's bitchin.  he better love me good for this one.

i was actually super surprised.  when i was working last night @ hot topic, he came in to get some cd's. HE REALLY SHOWED UP THIS TIME!  i cant even count how many times he's said ( Read more... )

So anyways... i saw my best friend today @ my work.  Chris osuna.  damn i miss him so much.  we were best friends in middle school till he moved and got into some shit.  he's been in and out of jail and rehab for the past 4 years, so it's rare that i see him. and every time i do, i dont even recognize him.  but i feel like fucking shit, cuz he's ( Read more... )