ya. so i talked to my dad today. he's finally coming home from alaska next week. he's excited, and so am i. he's kinda bummed out cuz i told him i'm moving out, but there's not much he can do. anyways...he'll be back soon enough, and it's about god damn time. jerad is stoked too cuz he wants to get to know my dad more, since he doesnt really ( Read more... )

thats bullshit. i just worte the longest entry in the HISTORY of LJ, and i push "submit" and it says "currently in read-only mode. try again later" and it ALL GOT DELETED. FUCKERS!!!!!!!!

i'm in love. period.

<3jerad

sooooooooo. i'm going to the desert tonight...what the shit?

wish me luck...

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so just when i thought my night was over last night, jerad calls me @ 2am and tells me that he's sad cuz he cant make himself be sick. yuck...but understandable. so he asks me to come pick him up and bring him home. awww ( Read more... )

Ahhh. a good night ( Read more... )

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!

to my amazing jerad -  party hard.

that time where everything just seems to be wrong. everything i do, everything i say, everything i try. everything. it's all wrong. i make myself sick. i'm sorry. i'm just a big mistake. the harder i try, the stupider i feel. i dont want to lose you, i dont need her, i dont want to be alone, i dont want to worry, i dont want fear. i just ( Read more... )

i cried really hard today. i talked to my dad. i miss him so much.