did you know when you go its the perfect ending to the bad day i was just begginning. when you go all i know is your my favorite mistake.

leaving the party. i didn't say goodbye. just walked out because people are so hypocritical. but i saw something tonight that frightened me beyond belief...two of my friends...who were extremely intoxicated....were telling how they loved their friends and the next minute they were hysterical in tears. i have newfound respect for them both...because ( Read more... )

the worst part is that i'll probably stay up all night just to see if you will talk to me.

ihatefeelings.
i want to never feeeeeeeel the way i do now about anyone EVER again.

i remember the way it felt

it's a solid fact, i'm sobering up.i've cleared everything from my presence because for a week there i almost thought i was an addict. thirteen times in the last month ive thrown tantrums and twenty one alone ive caught myself violently shaking at the thought of my problems. i know i shouldn't blame anyone but myself for my problems, but i keep ( Read more... )

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empty high school parking lots and anxiety attacks. by 12 i've realized there's no hope left for your weary eyes and i'll just have to pick up the pieces and move on for good this time. i will stand , and remain through the pain, because i chose to fight for what was right until it was proven wrong. and you have NEVER proven me wrong. so here's my ( Read more... )

i swear i feel like i'm at an all time low ( Read more... )

i couldn't sleep all night and then when i finally fall asleep my alarm clock goes off.
did i mnetion how wondeful my day was yesterday and how amazing this boy is.
okay im done <3

things don't get much better than this.

and yes he amazed me today.

fo sho. <33

halloween was really fun. i had fun. and thats all that matters. hahi enjoyed being out on wading river hallow getting egged by random people while missy was cursing out some chick who was all up in her grill.then me trying to stumble through the woods while being attacked by some nigs in the woods with random people i coudlnt see then missy ( Read more... )