There's another thing to learn about tears, they can't make somebody who doesn't love you any more love you again. It's the same with prayers. I wonder how much of their lives people waste crying and praying to God. If you ask me, the devil makes more sense than God does. I can at least see why people would want him around. It's good to have ( Read more... )

Ive found myself a boy
Who showed me what laughter means
And we fill in the missing colors
In each others paint-by-number dreams
And then we put out dark glasses on
And we make love until our strength is gone
And when the morning light comes streaming in
We get up and do it again

I really miss him lately. I guess it's because its coming on a year...
and what a year it's been.

I hate that he couldn't have been here for it.
I really need him right now.

the whole fucking reason i decided not to go anywhere for spring break was because you said you were fucking coming home.

now you tell me you're not.

awesome.

happy fucking valentines day.

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"i will not take my life here for granted, every breath is a blessing that i am thankful for."

It's like a bad dream that you're unable to wake up from...

Rest in peace. I'll forever keep you in my heart as my big brother. I love you.


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So I went through and made almost all of my past entries private or friends only.
The ones that aren't are kinda random, but I like them.

From now on this is..


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sometimes i forget to make my entries friends only and dumb stuff happens.

for future reference, i'm probably not talking about you... so no worries.

i'm prolly gonna switch to friends only & make all my old entries friends only...

i tend to write what i feel without leaving anything out. it's only my opinion, you prolly shouldn't worry about