Well, the guitar guy and I had broken up by the beginning of May...and I've been dating off and on, since then. I've had a few that I thought had real relationship potential...and they always fall apart, when we start thinking about moving into exclusivity. 
I'm having one of those self-doubt days.
I cut off the budding relationship that I DID have, ( Read more... )

 I remember. It's been 9 years, and may be melodramatic, but I remember.  I wonder what she would say to each of us, if she could ( Read more... )

 I've been dating Guitar for almost four months, now.  For the most part, I'm really happy with him.  He's affectionate, generally considerate, thoughtful, exceedingly talented...etc.  I have two main issues, and if I had a good place nearby (instead of just crashing here, all the time)...or if we had a place where you could soundproof a room....it ( Read more... )

New boyfriend = awesome ( Read more... )

New boyfriend = awesome. Our time together is starting to add up, and I'm pretty flippin' happy.  Tonight, though, is all about the homework/school stuff and pizza. He's got a show to do, anyways.
Yup, stuff to do.
Catch y'all later, since I'm only online once or twice a week, now.

Funny how the things you're looking for, and the things you want, don't necessarily match up with the things you need. I'm in a happy place.

Met someone...taking it slow, letting things just flow naturally. I don't want to rush anything, ever again.  But, he's really cool, and if nothing else, it's a blast to hang out with him and some friends.

I tried to make it clear to Armyman that I was going to go ahead and live my life, but I'm pretty sure he wasn't paying attention.  I had him come up to get his belongings back, and he just kept talking about his self-employment gig, incessantly.  I frankly don't care about it, am not interested in it, etc.  So, I don't know if he got the memo that ( Read more... )

I'm starting to get to the point where I don't think that it's going to work out with Armyman, ever....and that while I knew it...I'm okay with it now ( Read more... )

Armyman and I have talked a few times, but I get the feeling he's either ready to move on to other things (ie: women), or he's still at an emotional/financial road block.  I am strangely okay with whatever happens.  I'm doing what I need to do, and I cannot force another person to behave the way I want them to.  If he wants to get his act together ( Read more... )