so please dont go away...

BWAHAHA. i feel so powerful. nobody knows ANYTHING about me right now. hmm. thats bad but good in a way. idk its weird knowing all this stuff. i want to get it out. but i cant trust people since they all backstab.

right now im waiting for the losers (aka jill and gina) to come over. my whole house is getting redone so were ( Read more... )

weee yay for me and my new layout. ok so im updating since greg pointed out i havent in like ever. ok so. a lots happened actually. strange. here we gooo.

lets start with matthew. kk so he didnt answer my phone calls... or go online... or answer my emails... and as i found out today he was avoiding me so yeah thats the end of that relationship. ( Read more... )

We were meant to be supposed to be....

whoa. havent updated in a long time. as nicole has pointed at for me. 3 WHOLE DAYS!! its ok nicole its ok. whew. ok soooo busy week. went to camp and stuff which i talked about i think.

wellll. friday was my bros birthday. we went out to dinner and then watched movies... fun. i was stuck home on a friday ( Read more... )

I hope your lips...

whoa this summer is mucho crazy. i come back and theres like a hole crap load of gossip. but hey. im glad its not about mee :) for once.

yeah so i started CITing at camp this week. im with little boys ahh they are SOO Cute. and they love me. which is cute too. today they were fighting over who could hold my hand or who could ( Read more... )

With you I fall so fast....

yeah so yesterday was fourth of july. i went to the grandparents for a bit... then went to my dads friends house whose so rich. i went kayaking 2 miles with my dads friend.. then we walked acorss the street to the other beach where there was a hugeee party. every house had a bonfire and party. we watched the fireworks ( Read more... )

I'm still trying to figure out why....

AHHH.  wow haven't updated in like 5 years but ive been away since saturday in maine with kerrideth. wow. that was TOTALLY insane. I missed everyone though. ker was on the phone like EVERYDAY with don... best was when he called during dinner at a resataraunt bwahaha. ugh but now  im convinced i have west nile ( Read more... )

The only person you can trust....

craziness. so tuesday was graduation. it was weird. i went to monicas after. got threown in the pool. it was fun.

yesterday i babysat. talked with matt. and now we are going out again. not really sure how that happened but it did.

today i packed like crazy. my mom was SO pissed i didnt pack. im going to maine ( Read more... )

And it's been so long....

whew. im cold. and burnt. and bug bitten. and boogers. yeah thats my mmod. oh and tired. yeah i know i jsut whined. oh well get over it.

i just got bck from an overly long cit meeting. im with little boys. gr. they are cute i guess. i chillaxed with gina mike gioia meliss. omg this guy is SOOO hot. but i think melissa ( Read more... )

One of these days...

asdhasjkhd ARGMUFFIN!! ok first off... i totally forgot about nicole in the past entry. which is retarded. but then again it was 915 in the morning and i was like depressed and all. IM SORRY NICOLE I LOVE YOU! bwahah . thank you for EVERYTHING. youre amazing!

ok so. yeah now im still confused. and i need to talk to matt ( Read more... )

Nobody seems to understand me....

yeah so last night i kinda broke up with matt i think which im not sure was the right thing to do yet. idk i still really like him and all but i just dont want a bf over the summer. i told him we can be together or whatnot and just see how it goes. i feel SO bad becausei still care about him a lot but gr. GREGGY, ( Read more... )