one last cry...
weee yay for me and my new layout. ok so im updating since greg pointed out i havent in like ever. ok so. a lots happened actually. strange. here we gooo.
lets start with matthew. kk so he didnt answer my phone calls... or go online... or answer my emails... and as i found out today he was avoiding me so yeah thats the end of that relationship. its better to be friends. but i was super pissed about the whole avoiding me bc he doesnt wanna breakup thing. it could be people making up shit but i trust this person so i doubt it.
yeah so nowww. i wnt shopping today and got SOO much stuff. i was a good girl :) so i was looking around the stores and wishing i was rich bc everythings unrealistically expensive... when i noticed that everyone was like a model. and that made me sad. but idc i really cant change what i look like unless i get plastic surgery. ouch. that would hurt.
speaking of surgery. MY KITTIES GOT SPAYED/NEUTERED! AHH. i felt so bad dropping them off this morning :( now theyre ok. theyre sleepy. ahh they are so cute i love them.
now i kinda feel lonely. but hey i think its better to be alone. i guess? <3