i made 85$$ tonight..not so bad. and 70 tuesday night...and last tuesday i got a 50$$ tip :-D...you know how i do ( Read more... )

i've come to the conclusion that livejournal just depresses me.

no more livjournal.

peace.

so i'm not my biggest fan.
no one ever said i had to be.

i wish i had spent this whole year going out and doing things.
everyone knows i put my life on hold for the first half of it.
that was a mistake.
not that i would take it back.
i would never take anything in my life back.
it makes me who i am today.

the tricky part is...i don't really like who i am ( Read more... )

i want a new job. 
that i can dress more interestingly at.
i am aware that interestingly is not a word.
if it is then...well...i am unaware that it isn't. haha.
went to safeway with phil and kaileigh yesterday.
we went to get some drinks and see justin.
i ended up with gummy bears, gummy worms and 4 rockstar drinks, haha.
everything was 'on sale'.
justin ( Read more... )

pink floyd depresses me.
makedamnsure depresses me.
studios depress me.
my pink rainboots depress me.
the barn depresses me.
mac trucks depress me.
pink hair depresses me.
my ceiling depresses me.
we are scientists depresses me.
my room at my moms depresses the hell out of me.

why?

well....who knows.

it's pretty ridiculous. but whatever.

tomorrow night is just...LOVE. i can tell already. this kid i haven't seen in, i dunno - forever - i just talked to him and we're hangin out. it's going to be the shit. i'm excited. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111111111111111oneoneoneoneoN!

"i never asked for your opinion
i just got it and...
i get it."

i've got a lot of time to kill and no one to kill it with. beat.

i got my phone back!

now i've just gotta get some new ringtones :) haha. i'm a freak.

and...hmm...i don't know. i don't really have much to say.

but - whatever! i have work. ciao.

well...i guess there's someone for everyone.

haha...ohhhh gee.

ok so...hmmm...ok i suck.

HOWEVER..i did really think i liked him. but now that's over, and i'm looking for ways out of seeing him. and i feel bad but ..it's just...i dunno. and i've already done this to someone this summer. a couple someones. and the one's still hanging on. i dunno.

i'm just not ready to go and start a new relationship quite yet. ( Read more... )