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i hope your as happy as your pretending.....

I've got a hunger
Twisting my stomach into knots
That my tongue was tied off

My brain's repeating
"if you've got an impulse let it out"
But they never make it past my mouth

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I think you caught me on the downslide, downturn
I was busy writing with a pen and paper thin dream
And all your plastic ( Read more... )

like ok yea ummmm i think the last time i updated was thursday or friday...?maybe but anyway friday night nikki slept over and we stayed up till like 4 in the morning knowing that we had to get up at like 8 haha yea were cool so were sitting up all night just doing the most random tihngs and then we both get this random like burst of tired so we ( Read more... )

me and nikki are cool and take these tests at 2 in the morning wahoo

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I AM 53% EMO!
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lets seeeee last time i updated i was at nikkis i think....yea well we ended up not seeing the sun come up because it was raining or it was going to...yea thats ok because ilove the rain ten times more then...me and nikki hung out and stuff then i dont remember but onnnnnnnn saturday night i went to some nice hickish fireworks with kari...we were ( Read more... )

yea im way cool im sitting here at 2:24 in the morning with nikki and anthony and they are "resting teir eyes" yea...ok we are supposed to stay up all night and then watch the sunrise in the mornign but they suck and want to sleep so i decided to write in this thing because i havent in like 345 years...cool. ok so yea lately i have been...doing ( Read more... )

lets see this week consisted of going to mr. aweseoms house and hanging out with people...and thats all ? im cool

like whoa its my b-day and im excited to the max !!! haha no i actually think i was excited more yesterday lol......lets seee friday night i went to nikki's and had a very nice time with all the people and stayed up waaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy past my bedtime ....had some nice live entertainment haha um then woke up and we hung out at her house watched some ( Read more... )

lets see thursday i went to school then i went to nikk8i's because she was going away this weekend and i wanted to see her b4 she left so i hung out there with some people then i went home then friday i went to school LIKE A GOOD KID!!!! haha then i was bored so mr. awesome picked me up and i went to there house and i was scared for 6 hours because ( Read more... )

lets see ... sunday i snuck out of my home went to nikkis then went to donalds hung out with laura katelyn cory jake anthony and um nikki and some other people i think... then at like 9:30ish my mom fucking calls me starts tweeking out and come and gets me then yells at me at the top of her lungs all the way home and i am now grounded untill i dont ( Read more... )