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firs off....i had the crappiest begining to my day. then me and maggie had a blast. it took a lot of things off my mind. to my surprise sam called me at work. and i was glad to hear her voice. i'm so happy me and her are back together. things just didn't feel right with out her. she is my other half. along with that. i'm siked that chris nolin is ( Read more... )

i'm the biggest liar to myself. am i kidding myself i can't run from the fact that i miss you like crazy. that you are a big part of my life...my happiness. i can't pretend i don't have these feelings for you. you make me unable to breathe. you make me lose control of myself. i can't help it. everytime i see you ( Read more... )

"We've tried so hard to understand, but we can't.
We held the world out in our hands and you ran away.

It takes some time to let you go and it shows."

i've come to conclusion that i just can see you anymore.
it's more then i can take. to watch you walk away.
i think i'm better off without you. happier.last night was good. i knew i missed you all ( Read more... )

Conclusion: it's not going to work for me.
i'm just not intrested in the relationship anymore.

"Maybe there's beauty in goodbye.
There just no reason left to try."

i'm glad to be back. (:

( i heart my best friend and my niece. )

um, you always have had this effect on me.
i've always been jelous.
i guess not anymore.

i can't help it.

i miss feeling your touch upon my leg/back.
i miss waking up to you kissing my neck all over.
i miss holding your cold hands tight.
i miss the way you stare me in the eyes.
i miss seeing you smile.
i miss you. i love you.

saturday, i beg. come sooner!

i can't wait till tonight!

yep, i'm glad we're together.
i love you babydoll. <3