Drugs are bad. If you ever get the chance...don't do them. You'll regret it. Don't worry Em, we can handle this.

Liz, I love you. I wish you weren't so hard on yourself. You deserve so much more than you give yourself credit. It's not your fault. <3

You scored as Exciting. You are exciting, people want to fuck your brains out and you know it. Whether it's in an airplane or on the back of the bus, sex with you is always exciting.

Exciting
81%
Violent
75%
Hot
69%
Soft
44%
Wet
31%
Sweet
31%
Shy
19%
Awkward
6%
What is your sexual style?
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^Haha. You know it.

Ever think you're going crazy?

I think I am.

My head hurts so bad. The ringing gets worse everyday. I was up all night. All fucking night. I tried everything. Blasting music in my headphones. Watching tv as loud as I could. Putting a pillow over my ears. No. Nothing works. Sometimes it hurts so bad it makes me wanna cry. People wonder why I ( Read more... )

Um..I don't know. I'm so tired but I can't sleep. Wish I could though. I don't have a problem wanting to sleep during the day when I don't have time to. It's only at night. I used to take pills for it, but they don't help anymore. I dream constantly. It's what keeps me from sleeping. I don't want to dream anymore. I'm still sick so I think that ( Read more... )

Just trying to waste some time. I feel kind of retarded. I'm wearing gloves and I'm fucking hot. But, I've been biting my nails so bad lately and I can't stop. It hurts. I only do it when I'm nervous. Mom knows it too, so she asked me what's wrong. Something must really be bothering me, I just don't know what.

Clint stayed home with me today. And ( Read more... )

Guess who's missed 29.5 days of school...

Guess who has 12 illegal absences...

Guess who's not going to school tomorrow...

Why don't I care?

I'm sick of lying to people. It's draining me. All this stress building up inside of me is causing me to be physically ill all of the time. But nobody understands. Everyone makes me out to be this amazing person. But I'm not. I say all of these things to make me sound better than I am. I'm low, real low. Some of the things I've done make me wonder ( Read more... )

well...

Happy 4:20

Why I suck at life, starting with my guy problem...

-I love bad boys. Hardcore drug addicts. Fucking alcoholics. Criminals. Trouble makers in any way, shape, or form.
-Guys with kids. I'm not a kid person myself, but guys who love and can take care of their own kid...that's hot.
-Married guys. The fact that I know I can't have him, even if we both ( Read more... )

I've decided...that it's easier to be friends with someone than not? So to all my very few enemies, I'm now considering you my "not so friendly friends". Which works out for me because I suck at being a bitch. I try so hard but "Fuck off!" always turns out to be "Wanna hang out?". Whatever. As long as no one does anything to make me hate them even ( Read more... )