Well there's no more confusion. I like Jimmy and Jimmy likes me. The other person that was on my mind just led me on and used me because he needed some change I guess. And I found out I wasn't the only one. Story of my fucking life, just another on to add onto the list. I'm just really pissed and upset. I don't understand why this happens so much. ( Read more... )

Everythings really messy. I'm torn between all these situations and people. Things are changing and I don't like most of it. I miss a lot of things. I want and need to talk to people about things but I don't get the chance. welkjfbhsldkufhsergaeliruwghlirweughuirweag. :(

I'm so happy about one thing, and the other is bringing my depression back. I can't tell if one is worth the other, not like it matters, I don't think. They don't really have an effect on each other. I go back and forth between being so incredibly happy, to being so upset. I want to be able to share my happiness with Sean like I always have ( Read more... )

Me and Sean's friendship is going down the drain. And he's moving to St. Pete this summer.

Tiifffannnyyy: well let me know when you can fit me into your busy schedule
bumxcix: im not sure when that will be
bumxcix: im gonna be busy till i move pretty much

I've never been so hurt or heartbroken in my fucking life.

I can't be doing this shit.
This fucking sucks.

Well it's close to home by blood or block ( Read more... )

I really hate not being able to rely on any of my friends ( Read more... )

I'm starting to not feel good again, emotionally. I've been depressed in the past, it comes and goes and it runs in my family. And it's just dumb because I have nothing to be sad about. I have great friends and a great family (besides the fact that my parents starting drinking a lot again, which I despise). I just always have that nervous/worried/ ( Read more... )

UGH.
Such fucking bullshit.

I'm cutting my hair the shortest it's ever been in the near future.
Don't stop being my friend if I end up looking like a bulldyke or a boy.