May 12, 2008 21:26
I'm so happy about one thing, and the other is bringing my depression back. I can't tell if one is worth the other, not like it matters, I don't think. They don't really have an effect on each other. I go back and forth between being so incredibly happy, to being so upset. I want to be able to share my happiness with Sean like I always have.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I miss Sean so much.