we said hoes over bros.  but i don't know if you ever really got the point to it, but it's okay now.  i could care less about the bros, i just wanna have fun.  there is one bro in particular i can't wait to see, even if it doesn't ever actually happen.  i just love being around him and all the others.  well, maybe there are two bros.  but that ( Read more... )

All these secrets or lies we keep deep inside
Does it have to be wrong to make it feel right?
Tell me why there ain't nobody satisfied, yeah?

PEYTON: No- (Struggles) Yo-OK. You can’t just walk in here and ask me something like that! (Pause) When is the last time we even had a conversation about something real?

LUCAS: (Defensively) I just thought ( Read more... )

Until the BEST ever comes over!!


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I think that sometimes I must really like to just be sad, because right now that's how I feel. I mean, I've been happy and have had fun, but at the same time there is this nagging feeling there. But I think that part of it might be that I am confused. I don't know, actually. I do know that I am done with him, there's no point in waiting around. I'm ( Read more... )

Don’t say that you never meant to hurt me, because in the end, it still hurts all the same.  So why should what you meant even matter?

I guess I can’t say that you never gave me anything.

There is always drama with us, whether it's 3 minutes old or 3 months old, it's always fun to talk about ( Read more... )

He's leaving. I don't know how I feel about all of this.
The truth is, I've already been missing him.
And I still don't know.

Falling,

Breathless and alone,

I still need you.

Looking and waiting won’t do though,

Because it won’t be the same again.

We’ll never be the way we were that night,

It’s not our fault,

We can’t change the past.

I still think of him,

And cry for him.

It doesn’t help,

And your not being here doesn’t help either.

But these games of make believe are ( Read more... )

....and I should be happier, but it hasn't been that great so far. They say how you spend your New Year's Eve is how you'll spend the year, so I guess I will be alone (well, with friends) but not him. I had fun with the usuals, but I think I would have rather had a totally lame New Years Eve, and then spent the day with the Group. I miss them, ( Read more... )

1) Was 2005 a good year for you ( Read more... )