I wish I could go back to before all this shit started.

Fucking college man

Pay em thousands of dollars to fail classes, feel shitty about yourself, be forced to retake the classes, all having absolutely nothing to do with what you really want to do with your life


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I've decided to make lots of postcards with secrets and put them in post secret books among bookstores everywhere.

Maybe you'll find one

Maybe you'll join me

Either way, I find secrets absolutely fascinating, and I think I have a couple to share with the world


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And I have 29 out of 650 words written for the paper that my Irish Literature grade depends upon.

I swear sometimes I want to smash my fist into my brick wall and claim that I can't type.

but I won't!

Oh Wamsutta Middle School 'Most Conciencious Award', you had no idea....

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 I really need to just get over this shit
I've wasted so much time already being unhappy
I just need to fucking DO IT

but like everyone always agrees, easier said than done

I havent updated in yeeahs haha
butttttt thats probably just because nothing ever changes with me
I'm happy I don't feel as alone now though

that probably won't last long at all

can I just meet you already goddamnit so I can feel like less of a creep?

I stay home from school ONE DAY
just to get a little extra sleep, catch up on some work, no big deal
my mom starts questioning me, acting like I'm lying
do you realize its senior year? do you realize EVERYONE stays home or skips constantly?
give me a fucking break please

It's a love-hate relationship between me and this whole, having crushes on boys thing.

I really, really, really wish this could work out for me though.

I'm really really terrible at taking things slow.
    In my head anyway.
       If that makes any sense at all.

p.s. Mayday Parade-Miserable at Best is a really pretty song =)