Theres a 100 different feelings and a 100 different things to do and you get do caught up in it, and theres nothing to do its so frustrating, its like lifing on the very edge of a cliff and one wrong move can destroy everything, its weird theres feelings, i've been different the past week no one really noticed so i guess i do a good job at hiding ( Read more... )

school sucks, thank god its friday...i'm in graphic desgin right now ( Read more... )

i've been thinking, i've always wanted matt to love me i didnt want him with anyone else i wanted him to myself, and i know it sounds horrible and yea i was think about it and i think i know why in 8th grade i had so many problems and matt cared about me alot and he was the only besides jamie but jamie left and i had matt and i need him i needed ( Read more... )

yea i dont have much to say, jess wants me to update so i am lol ( Read more... )

i think i still like him(alot), but i don't wanna, i dont wanna hurt anymore yet i don't know if i'll ever get over him, i pray i will, and soon....

looking back, at sunsets on the east side
     we lost               track           of the time
     dreams arent  what  they used  to be
     some things slide by so c.a.r.e.l.e.s.s.l.y
(i got ( Read more... )

wow comptition was wocked cool, kind of scary but it was cool we came in 4th! YAY! ..yea well i was supposte to go to the movies tonight but i'm way to tired so i'm just going to chill at my house for tonight, lol...well today my brothe came to my compitition and then we walked back to his appartment and then we went to the 99, well today was ( Read more... )

its liek -2 out and i'm frezzing my ass off, lol...well anywho i'm so cold right now its takign me for ever to write a word well anywho i have so much homework YAY ...lol (i was being sarcastic if u didnt notice lol ) yea i have cheerleading in a hour and 45 minutes we have a extrapractice because saturday we have a compition, i'm so scared lol.. ( Read more... )

yea homecoming was AWESOME ig ot to dance with matt :) :) i asked him out but he said he didnt wanna go out with me till he knew that we could be friends after words so i understand yea...halloween was great me and bobbie went trick or treating wiht her sister and her sisters friend, i invited matt over and he came over but when i went home for a ( Read more... )

well yea today was boring as hell, alex dumped me after school today :/ w/e i know i should care, i mean i should of expected it but w/e like right after school i IMed him i got this feeling like he was going to dump me and then hes like "hey babes" and i was like o nahh i'm just being weird then we talked and yea then like a hour later he comes ( Read more... )

yea.. i’m in school, last block yes! i’m so bored and i wanna go home it sucks...yea today was like the longest day ever! wow i miss alex so much, i ment to call him last night i like forgot lol.. *tear tear* yea i‘m like going to fail this class because i never do my work i just sit here and like type in this journal thiny or like draw lol, o well ( Read more... )