i know i rarely ever talk about personal issues on the internet but this is something i cant hold inside right now ( Read more... )

its interesting...how someone can offer forgiveness in situations where it should not have been...but...ugh nvm. everyone makes mistakes. bye kids

well i dont think anyone reads this but i dont really care. i just need a place to...vent. over the past couple of weeks i have realized how much i love my friends..they are the most important people in the world to me because they never let me down. thank you guys =)

but thats besides the point. im at a loss of words and im done crying about it ( Read more... )

im tired. emotionally and physically. im tired of being stepped on.

kelly clarkson is my hero. i love her.

im tired of being too weak to do what I want to do, and just falling into the control of fickle people. im so emotionally and physically tired of it all...i have run out of tears. i dont know what else to do or where else to turn...all I can say is thank God for my friends. they are true angels and i love you ( Read more... )

well. this week has been very...interesting o_o ill just leave it at that. some fun times, and some crazeyyy timess.

but yeah today i leave for SHSU choir campp!! AND I GET TO SEE MY BABYYYYY! ! im excited. i havent seen him in a week =( buuttt ive survived. pretty well actually. hah.WELL its time for church and then target and then home then ( Read more... )

i miss cameron. hes on a cruise. stupid stupid cruises.

but on a happier note, I GET MY FRIGGIN LICENSE TOMORROW!!! and possibly a job at target. i have an interview. yayy how excitingg. peace out <3

i woke up at effing 5 am. its 7:08. im still awake -_-
well i go to astroworld w/ my lovely kristenn today. yayy thats exciting.

last night was..interesting. i would say more but i dont like publically displaying the more darker events that happen in my life x)

i guess ill go take a shower. kristen comes at 9:15. this will give me plenty of time ( Read more... )

what do you do when you know the right thing to do is not at all what you want to do so you keep on making all the wrong choices

what do you do when your heart tells you one thing but your brain says the opposite?

-sigh-

im a firm believer that everything truly does happen for a reason. but im also a firm disbeliever of fate.

with that being said, i would like to say that i absolutely love all of my friends for supporting me and always being here for me. you guys give me something to fall back upon ( Read more... )