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so yea now im sitting here throwing away my feelings towards boys and just starting over. this put me through enough miseray and pain already and i just want that to go away. and since i cant do anything about it well im giving up. i dont look at it as running away bc i tried over and over to make things work and they just wouldnt. so ...peace

so heres the deal im finally home and completely confused.. my past haunted me when i was on vacation .. and i liked it .. and well idk .. i found out something i didnt like .. and well now im just annoyed that i finally ..lik give in and let my feelings take controll .. and well .. i was once again smacked in the face ( Read more... )

ok im leaving tomorrow .. and the only person i really wanna say goodbye to .. i cant !! and it lik sucks ughhh

when life gets rough, you work harder.
well fuck working harder

um so yea my computers back !!! yey

um yea we had a cute lil sleepover last night .. it was soooo funni ( Read more... )

i wanna flat out talk to you and only you. with honesty from both of us can you do that?

only times seperates us.

its soo funny how she sits there and looks at you and doesnt see that she has the world.. me well when i look at you, i see the world .. but i kno i dont hav it