So i appologize for not writing in this thing.. its been hectic and my computers been a whore latly... um yea ne way so im on the phone with lauren.. on hold... her b/f a slut for calling to wish her happy one year while taking a crap...shes making me listen to coldplay on the phone...its prety decent..i just woke up...cause lauren called me...i ( Read more... )

Yea so it is the bro's graduation party today. House is gonna be packed with ppl. like 30-40 fun stuff. im waiting for mandi to get her ass over here. uh...still havnent talked to brandi..but she should be comming, hopefully...prolly gonna sit arouns and be fat.. and eat...cause theres nothing else to do, since mom will be heavely guarding the ( Read more... )

My computers been a piece so im sorry for not updating. Lifes alright. I miss a lot of things though. Everything is different. I wish I could go back a few months. i wish i could explain everything....but i cant. i need to find soeone to vent to who will know what im talking about and actually understand. i feel like im drifting from ppl. it ( Read more... )

I found this in someones my space and thought it interesting. DO THIS, BITCH ( Read more... )

The over view of spring break ( Read more... )

Welp life has been good despite the fact that I have been sick like a dog. I caught the flu last friday and I am still getting over it. I just have a slight cough and a stuffy nose now. I actually like being sick for one reason and one reason only. And that is because I lost a lot of weight and I was coughing so much that I actually got abs ( Read more... )

I went to the movies tonight with Ryan...It went verry well. I didn't have to pay lol and the movie was great. We saw Hitch. FUNNY, FUNNY MOVIE. The end was sad though... There was this one part where.. the main actress is kind of heart broken from the assumptions she had made about Will Smith (which eventually turn out to be untrue, but that's not ( Read more... )

You know, people like you assholes who leave fucking comments, trying to put me down and make me believe that I should be put on medicaton, ARE THE REASON IM "SO FUCKING DEPRESSED" WELL YOU KNOW WHAT?! I WAS HAVING AN AMAZING DAY AND ABOUT TO WRITE IN MY JOURNAL ABOUT HOW AWESOME IT WAS UNTILL YOU FUCKING CAME A LONG AND HAD TO SAY THAT SHIT AND ( Read more... )

Today I was depressed for no reason again and then I got a phone call which gave me one... I kinda broke down at Becki's house today after school...which I am not proud of...but yea...I wrote a few things while I was there...Tried to calm my self down ( Read more... )

Today hasn't been good...

Last night was great, never laughed so much in my entire life...

But now thats over

The fun is over.

And today hasn't been good...

I don't have the energy

Or the will to do A.N.Y.T.H.I.N.G.

I just want to lie in bed

And pretend my life is all a dream...

Just a BAD dream.