i dont know what the fuck my problem is

trying despertly to figure out if something might be going on

its driving me crazy

i hate feeling like this
its not even that bad its just the constant paranoia

last night got home from work at like 10 30 ish, ready to go to bed but then i was instantly strucken by a wave of nausea...which was cool, so i didnt go to bed till 12 30 ish ( Read more... )

i got my homecoming dress and shoes !!!!! :) oh boy its going to be so much fun ( Read more... )

so i kinda came to a realization to alll the shit that is actually going on in my life ( Read more... )

catching colds suck!!!
i feel not good....

thinking about college also sucks

my mind is mush

today was good...minus the fact the assembly....cheer....hand jive/fight song.....goood ( Read more... )

AM I MAKING UP FALSE SITUATIONS ( Read more... )

school feels awkward and tense and fake and i dont like it
not uh
i feel i have to be super careful about what actions i take and who i talk to

:(

i dont like it

My outsides look cool
My insides are blue

I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'

there is def a fucking ho that needs to be slapped ( Read more... )