i get in moods sometimes, some worse than others as the funk they are and i dream of how much better life would be if this or that all dependant on me to act but i always hesitate because im afraid and and i dont see that it could be a fear of failure, i mean in not acting i am failing, but maybe i have security in that, in knowing how things will ( Read more... )

the war is as bad as ever and won't you just and wait and see where the next will begin, famine, fucking, and fighting, like a deadhead's dream as nightmare. the leaders hide away as they order soldiers to march and kill, but wouldn't you know, it's the soldier that is guilty. Its the fault of the one who did that which they were told. But hold not ( Read more... )

a fools paradise has but two parts
while the one is never around
the least dreams of the absent
and a smile accrues

these opposites, a whole
while never matching on the toll
(this dire pageant pays different tributes)
their size together becomes the whole

that is to say, i'm studying a language that is completely new to me and more so than the language, the manner which it is being taught is making me curious ( Read more... )

ever do something really inconsiderate and stupid and describing it that way is putting it in a nice light? yea..well i have and it doesnt feel good so i imagine they feel worse.....and thats no good at all

...so i swiped this from a friend ( Read more... )

Undergraduate ( Read more... )

夢でも君を見ない。

do you believe in random thoughts? those itsy bitsy trains of this and that which are supposed ot have some greater meaning ( Read more... )

i spent the better chunk of the weekend studying for a japanese test that i needed to do well on and yet i think i lost the battle, ouch