wicked wind, crestfallen, the rose --
knows not, but to wilt is to fail
the sunny day sneaks on, frail
bitter frost, red flower, two foes --
fight not, but for brevity, linger on
wake to last bloom as the con
mournful snow, hardened seed, nature sows

i was reviewing c as i havent programmed in ages and kinda want to again, you know for a bit of fun, and anyhow, i noticed a lovely little thing with pointers kind resembles x-bar or could....
[_XP [_ZP ] [_X' X [_YP ( Read more... )

it is in the waking world that i am lost, for i do not recall the story of dreams. instead i must assume that in dreams i am realized and rejoicing in the illusion as i wait for my waking self to catch up, for if the waking world is also an illusion than i should be able to shape as such to my desire. in that, however, is my difficulty, for i am ( Read more... )

So last night I finally cut off my dreads. I have some interviews coming up and well, I'd like to actually get hired. Short hair feels weird.....

51%

in about a week i'll have finished the last of my undergrad course work
next thursday ill work my last shift at ed's after four years

all i want to do is sit down and breathe but now i have to find a job...what a drag...

new semster seems alright so far, we'll see how it goes. still waiting to hear from grad schools but that should come soon.
now if i could only meet an attractive smart-ass girl...oh wait i have recently...i guess then i just need to look into asking her out...maybe....

as i twiddle my thumbs and wait...

for admission decisions.
for an opertunity to see some friends.
for a working car to return to madison.
for a new semester to begin.

etc etc etc etc

rumsfeld is stepping down and a new guy (who rumor has it, isnt liked by cheney) is taking his place ( Read more... )

i do not wish ill on but a few fools and aside from myself, those fools are but passing fixtures of disapproval that will soon pass relative to the seemingly infinate length of time that with every appended second becomes longer and longer. so with this dreary disposition, i can only imagine that my investing effort into the distaste of such men is ( Read more... )