a lot of my entries lately have been so only i can see them. all these old ones are really old! plz dont judge me on them!

( Oh, Conor... )

want him so much it hurts. want anyone. i might make a mistakes,  but mistakes without the ist makes something. talking nonsense but what other type of sense is there. so much going on and my head feels like a brick wall. my heart doesnt feel at all. except bruised. is that possible. you can bruise a muscle. overanalysing again. i dont think i'll ( Read more... )

you know what?

i'm going to talk to him.

blah blah first day of school blah blah gerard's apparently married blah blah i should update this more blah blah other stuff i can't remember

( Make me Jonsexuaaaaal! )

( old wentztrick )

( She's not beautiful... )

i think i've fucked up again
nvm
if i have, so has sarah
i'm not in this alone.
i hate when i do stuff everyone else does, and i'm the one to get caught
i hate that i sound so immature
gah.

oxx

i need to update this again
i need to need it
my thoughts get stuck in my fingers
build up
and explode
but sometimes
they just trickle
when i'm expecting an explosion
speaking of which, they've broken up
every person that uses "random" to describe themselves
should be locked in a room for 24 hours with a thesaurus
or maybe just a key
how many times do we avoid ( Read more... )