So I fucked up. Royally fucked up. I knew it would happen eventually. I just didn't think it would be this bad. I shouldn't be hurting him this much. I'm not worth that kind of pain. He shouldn't be hurting himself, it's not his fault. It's mine. He was nothing but perfect to me, but for some reason I just couldn't keep my legs closed. He was the ( Read more... )

Penis breath, a lover's dread ( Read more... )

Since it's almost valentine's day i suppose i will tell all y'all my views on the l- word. You know, the one that most girls can't wait to hear but when they do hear it they obsess over it like there's no tomorrow. The one that WAY too many people abuse and over-use. You know the one. That's right, LOVE ( Read more... )

I get ungrounded tomorrow. Heidi's party is saturday, at 5. You're all invited. You should all come. Especially you, cody. I miss being with you. Man, it's kinda cold. I love you all. today was a good day. i think weird chris finally got the message. You know, the one that said DON'T KISS A GIRL WITH A BOYFRIEND? or DON'T KISS A GIRL WHEN YOU KISS ( Read more... )

Today sucked. i really didn't see jess or cody. Something just felt really off today. i hate when i have these kind of mood swings. i get really sad for no apparent reason. then i get all paranoid and start worrying about things that i never would have even thought of before. maybe i need medication. probably not though. i'm probably making this ( Read more... )

Hey guys i'm still kinda grounded and i will be for 2 more weeks and even then i hope my grades are good. And i miss cody a whole lot i was so happy with him on friday even if i 'slipped' his mind....lol thats okay. So i can't wait to see him and jessica wants to see joey and i hope she's happy with him. Sounds like it. I'm still mad at bryan ( Read more... )

School is tomorrow. So is my birthday. Can't wait to see my baby. Had my party on saturday. there were six people. too many for me. actually i just started writing this so i didn't have to look at those angsty posts earlier. love you guys.

Why is it that when i need it the most, no one is there for me? Do i just suck? Thanks guys.

I wish, for once in my entire life, I could stop fucking things up.

There must be about two billion children in the world… since Santa it is said that he doesn’t visit the homes of Muslim, Hindu, Jewish or Buddhist religions…this should reduce the workload for Christmas eve to 15% of the total ( Read more... )