So I finally found a guy who loved me for me and accepted all the crazy messed up stuff that's "wrong" with me.

So what does he do?
He gets scared.
And he puts up a wall.

So I'm heartbroken and angry.
The bitch is back.

Went back to work a week ago.
Lots of changes abound.
Most seem to be for the greater good.
We'll see.

I'm exhausted.
I forgot how hard it is to sit still and behave for 10 hours at a time.

And annoyed.
Lately it seems no matter how much I reach out to others I'm still left alone in the dark.
*sigh*

And that's that.
Peace.

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Since 1995 I've suffered from patellofemoral pain syndrome. More specifically, luxating patella or more commonly, patellar tracking disorder.

Initial treatment was PRICES and no weight-bearing for 6 weeks, followed by physical therapy ( Read more... )

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Why do they always have to be married?

Seriously!

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