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I just want to live in nature again. In a small hippy town with trees and no buzz of the city.
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School
Oh I finished my first semester of college with straight A’s. Next semester starts in a little over 2 weeks.
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My heart
My heart fucking hurts
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New meds
I need to start journaling again! I started abilify which is for bipolar but I don’t think I need it so I feel weird taking it. I don’t have ups and downs that are super close together they happen over periods of months so idk if this medication will be right for me. I don’t feel anything yet. And also I’ve been sick with vomiting and diarrhea for ( Read more... ) -
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Ugh my heart
I explained to him that in order to change the nature of our relationship in my mind and in my heart I can’t be romantic with him anymore and I need him to be patient and supportive during this time
And he was saying how he obviously doesn’t want to not be sexual with me but if that’s what I want then that’s what we’ll do.
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I’m feeling homesick. My parents invited me to go to Hawaii with them right before they left because we were both on our way to the airport but I was going home to SFO. I couldn’t turn down that opportunity but I was looking forward to seeing Skyler and my kitties; now I’m feeling heavy and regretful. I know they’ll both be there when I get back ( Read more... ) -
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Skyler hooked up with lizzy and I’m over it. What I’m not over is the bullshit I’ve been dealing with with her since it happened. She’s a dumb immature bitch. And it bothers me that Skyler sees that but still wants her in his life. It makes me sad. He’s lonely and has no other friends so doesn’t want to admit that she’s bad news and doesn’t have ( Read more... ) -
My trip
We originally planned on meeting in morrow bay for the weekend, but his cat went missing so I decided Thursday night to just make the whole drive up north to help him look and comfort him.
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