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leather
skin-tight skirts
&fishnet stockings
trample over my door.

HOT PINK!
wraps herself
with boldness and colour
enveloping,
disarming,
dangerous.

one
look in the eye,
one
glance at him,
one
wink in his direction

and i want to die.

i stare at him,
wait for his FALL,
anticipate that glitch,
approach him,
accuse himwords ( Read more... )

it's a drill, over and over again ( Read more... )

Like the color of the warning construction sign on the side of the road of the accident, bright orange curtains draped over you. You were fading in and out of reality with blurred vision; I could see the irritation and puffiness in your eyes. He drugged you again. I had told you a million times that he was just using you; yet somehow, he was always ( Read more... )

live up to your own standards of truth, escape from the suffocation of guilt in your heart. you're so afraid of telling the truth, you end up just dragging your feet around as you live in this lie. i once tried to tell you this, to show you the reality, but you pushed me away, accusing me. i know that even deep down, you just can't face up to your ( Read more... )

i woke up and smelled the coffee brewing ( Read more... )

a wounded bird,                  a ( Read more... )

after a while, i got too tired of hearing the rejection and i made up my own world--like veiling over my reality. and i was sick of hearing your lame excuses, one after the other, rebounding lies, so i echoed them back. but, decieving you was too much to handle and i broke down--somehow i let my guard down in front of you; i was exposed. i felt ( Read more... )

you've held me
played me
broken my heart
asked me out
loved me
touched me
held my hand
&never let go
cried on my shoulder
kissed me
been there for me
cheated on me
loved me, baby
flirted with me
caused drama
started a fight
hugged me
dumped me
made me cry
lied to me
loved me
loved me
loved me.

but then i wake up
and realize that
it never happened ( Read more... )