ugh. life sucks. i will not be getting any type of money from working for another month.

so i pretty much looks like matt will not be moving out anytime. so he bitches because he cant find a one bedroom apartment (he has no friends) for less than 850 a month but he has no problem buying a 1000 dollar gun and 150 dollar golf clubs. GET THE FUCK OUT ( Read more... )

i have a second interview with kamay tomorrow.
julie i moving to tennesse tomrrow.

and i'm bored.... and i have to pee.

ever feel like running away?

if my life were a movie, my main song would be thinking over by dana glover.
things are getting better. hopefully.

48 dollars, 42 to go. it's thursday, four days to go. i'm getting excited.

so.. besides the fact that todya was probaly the hardest day ever for coaching, some girl was like, are you coaching next year. and i was like ... yes. and she's all PLEASE BE JV COACH! i felt very special. ahha ( Read more... )

i need 90 dollars by friday.... i have 29 dollars.... 51 bucks to go.

so as of right now all i have to say is fuck everything. excuse the language but oh my god i give up.
i give up on school
swimming
HIM
her
this
that

if things dont change i am leaving. next semister i will be out of san diego and in way nor cal. of ohio os something. i'm just done with life and everything. and right now nothing can change my mind.

so these past two days have been some of the worst days of my life. sunday i went on a water polo trip and we ended up hiking 8 fucking miles so when i woke up monday morning i wasnt really bale to walk. so i went to class and trish nor alex were there, so i had no one to talk to. i didnt go to my next class in hopes that i could go talk to abe (P. ( Read more... )

i think its so weird when i hear people talk about reggie bush. i was listening to music on yahoo launch and there was a reggie bush commerical, it was weird. &&& two weekends ago at our touriment i was sitting on the bench (as usual) and larry turned around to the team waiting behind us and was all "she went to high school with reggie bush" and ( Read more... )

You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I’ll try
To keep you close to me