Heartache via iPod Touch

[writefiction]

How many weeks has it been? I don't really know bc it feels like years. Feels like I've been dealing with this heartache for years on end. My mom thinks it's stupid to be so torn up. She thinks if I'm getting so upset I shouldn't participate in sprinting or the Hanfic Genre Challenge. Seems like if I do that I should just quit writing altogether.

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[prettyzombiegrl]

Ok, I'm not too sure what to say to this honestly. I'm not sure if you're looking for a reunion or an apology or sympathy or what, but I do know that I understand where you're coming from, I just don't want this to become another argument so I'll make it brief.
1.) Please, please, please participate in fun Hanfic things- HGC, sprints, any other JSOR-related challenges. Also, don't stop writing either b/c I enjoy reading it & even after you & I had our falling out I still checked in to see if you updated anything.
2.) I'm sorry you feel the way you feel, but I just don't want another argument/fight to happen again. I don't want to ever have to be careful of what I say around you for fear it may hurt your feelings. That's just no fun at all. That's the part that worries me.
3.) If you think you have PMDD I would def get it checked out babe, it doesn't sound good at all. I do feel for ya. :-(
It'll be okay.

[writefiction]

This isn't about sympathy or an apology. It's about maybe getting a little understanding. And this is definitely not intended to start another argument. I honestly hate fighting with people. It makes me sick to my stomach. And I'd hate for you to walk on egg shells around me because, yeah, that's just no fun for you OR me. I mean, Jaclyn told me that Adam Lambert was a jerk one time and I could have cared less, but it wasn't one of those off weeks.

Both times we've gotten in to fights were the week before my period so I finally decided to look up PMDD. I feel that I could probably get a diagnosis of it because I know that my response to things is completely different than other times of the month. Normally when my mom talks during those house hunting shows, I don't care, but the last week is has been pissing me off for no good reason. Like, I just want to scream at her to shut the fuck up, where as normally I could care less and just ignore her. Or like when Jaclyn said Adam Lambert was a jerk and I didn't care, but then you say you

[singsingasong]

it's probably my charm too. I don't totally think he's a jerk, he was pretty jerkish durring that one interview i saw.. but I also didnt't shame you for thinking otherwise... Not that this has to do with anything

PS I have a bunch of nice curtains im not using if you and your mom need them for your new place ill show them to you some time...i have a curtain fetish and ill never have enough windows for them all.

[writefiction]

haha Yes, your charm. It's amazing. I love you for it.

I'll talk to my mom and see what she thinks. We don't have too many windows either. But I'll let her know.