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writefiction

Rant via iPod Touch

Feb 16, 2010 02:37

I am in the bitchiest/pissiest mood ever. Today was going so well... at first. My mom and I went shopping for three and a half hours today. I bought $100 worth of stuff and only paid for $60 of it (this is if you include cigarettes) I had a $25 gift card to Borders that I got from Jeff, Mark and Doug and ended up with a purchase of $27. When we ( Read more... )

mental health, rant, via ljapp, life in general, fml, ipod touch, eljay friends

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adammlambert3 February 16 2010, 07:47:26 UTC

OMG! bb don't say that!I hope you are seeing someone to help you through this, bb.

writefiction February 16 2010, 14:38:04 UTC

I've been in therapy for 13 years. I'm not going to do anything, I was just having a REALLY bad night and I just... I don't know. I'm just sick of my life and people being assholes and feeling like I'm not making any progress.

adammlambert3 February 17 2010, 22:49:49 UTC

oh bb , i'm so sorry..

lire_casander February 16 2010, 08:49:21 UTC

Honey, this post really worries me. Not all of it, but the last part. Please don't say those things, okay? People come and go, and while it hurts, it's not the end of the world.

*smishes*

writefiction February 16 2010, 14:45:24 UTC

It wasn't really about losing her. It was more along the lines of I was feeling like a complete loser and then her cutting me from her friends list was like this huge reinforcement. Like, See you ARE a big fat loser. Everything Nessa said was true. You're a waste of space.

I actually don't care all that much about her cutting me. Mostly I had her as a friend bc of her fiction and she doesn't write anymore. Most of her real life posts just pissed me off.

But don't worry. I'm not going to do anything to myself. I'm just going to eat a lot of chocolate and hope that helps.

n_isfor_neville February 16 2010, 15:43:48 UTC

I haven't been to a show since 2008, and I'm itching to go to one. It's really sad, because like you, I used to go to everyone I could. Now, it just never works out. Getting older SUCKS.

I'm feeling stuck right now too. Stuck in a job I hate, yet I can't seem to make myself look for a new job. It's like I have no ambition. I'm wondering if I'm ever going to move out of my parents house. If I do, I'll know I'll be a recluse. That's how it was in college.

I'm like you, I don't update my LJ much anymore, because if I did, it'd just be a lot of complaining, but I still read most updates and try to comment to other people. If people de-friend me, big deal. I know that my real friends wouldn't do that.

writefiction February 16 2010, 20:42:19 UTC

Thank you for this comment. I needed this perspective.

n_isfor_neville February 16 2010, 20:45:20 UTC

I'm working on a baby blanket, which just reminded me... have you considered making things to sell on Etsy?

writefiction February 16 2010, 21:55:41 UTC

I don't know anything about Esty. But when I gave Roy the Chihuahua his latest sweater (for Christmas) Joyce said she thought I had bought it for him, not made it and she told me I should sell them. So, that could be an option. Vocational Rehabilitation people told me I couldn't work from home because there just weren't any jobs. But I dunno, this sounds kind of perfect.

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