"For if you're sick of cradling
and dragging all my injuries
you can just say fuck right off
it's better than not knowing
or if you're just as scared as me
if that's what it's about
please let me find out"

probably the story of every single relationship ive ever had.

so what have i been up to now. just fuckin working and metaling and begin alone. i grow tired of this empty feeling i have in my stomache. the small amount of friends i have really mean a lot to me. even though no one bothered to call me on my birthday. ill survive. ill conqur this world one day.

im 21 watching americas next top model alone how sweet am i..

im pretty sure life sucks.

At my door the leaves are falling ( Read more... )

still barley able to talk to my only friends. worked turns out to suck because now im working a 15 hr day tomorrow ( Read more... )

the trip was amazing and brings a smile to my face ( Read more... )

and one day we will die and our ashes will fly on an areoplane over the sea, but for now we are young.

i just wish i could sleep and eat, i think im going through isnomnia or just a really bad case of the hebbie jebbies. i'm bored with everything except music god save the queen.

i dream of days that won't stop, i dream of someone that won't go.