Freezing (fic) - aka episode reaction to 4.04

[wowbright]

I'm unable to say much new in meta right now, so I wrote fic instead during my bouts of insomnia last night.

(I've started keeping a notebook by my bed, and now do not get so frustrated with insomnia as I used to.)

Behind the cut because of spoilers.

Blaine POV, and I don't change anything that happened.

Comments

[insatiablyyours]

this is beaaaautttiful. subtle and softspoken, but it's all there. loved it!

[wowbright]

Thank you! You're sweet!

[nevcolleil]

This is perfect. It adds a needed insight into Blaine's actions and captures the flavor of the episode which definitely felt like the story of a guy who (as you said) hurts himself, and thereby someone else. Bravo!

[wowbright]

Thanks so much for your comments! I'm glad it felt true to the episode for you (although part of me just wants to fix everything now so they are running happily in fields of asters).

[lovely_sparkle]

This is heartbreaking. You got into his head so well that it really helped me picture what Blaine went through and what his thought process was like.

[rainbowstevie]

I am super belatedly making the rounds on all the fic I've been storing up, and dropping by to say how much I love every sentence of this for offering reasons, real reasons, even if they're still hurtful and don't make sense. "This can be like drinking" is perfect. The "if Kurt calls me..." game, and the fact that he rejects it = It doesn't matter, so much, exactly what Blaine does inside that house. What matters is that he goes there, and things start, and he stays.
As much as I like everyone's more detailed speculating, that right there is the only summary we need.

[wowbright]

Thanks so much for dropping by and commenting. I'm glad it could help, even if it hurt.